Baaaaaaaad News

hello there, it's been a while since my last post. and I got this bad news which is destroyed my HOLYday a little much.



* my cellphone has NO voucher. it means, no communication at all.
* my internet modem has been broken.
* and my belooooooooooooved PlayStation 2 is dead.



ok, it sounds horrible. and actually it is. what else can be worst than that? uuuuh come on... I've just got home after the fantastic holiday in Bandung, and now, I have nothing left to do at home? and my brother will be back to his school very soon. he's going to Junior High this Monday and it perfectly makes my perfect holiday become ngggg..... a nightmare?


what else I could do? hmmm... watching movies? too often. my eyes got hurt and I'm easy to sleep during the movie nowadays. reading books???? I have read all of the books in my personal library. and my eyes has just gain its minus perfectly. I can't see things clearly. and if you want to know what it feels like.... it feels like seeing things underwater. blurry. and absolutely... not good.


btw just got this awesome shoes from my auntie:

a very simple black shoes. too simple, so I added some studs on it.

well, become a little more edgy isn't it? lol.

totally fit on my feet.


next, I've been thinking so much things these days. sigh.......... that's the bad thing about being jobless (and single?). I'm thinking things that I'm not used to. but this free-day gave me more than enough for think. I'll tell you later dear sugartooth...


ok, that's all for now. got to go, see ya!





July, 11th
♥QC

I'M HOMEEEEEEEEE!!

been in a wonderful yet fascinating vacation yesterday, and now I'm back home safely, Alhamdulillah. . welcome home qisty! LOT of things happened to me. gonna shared with you soon my sugartooth :3 now I really really really need some sleep! hope my internet modem back very mery soon! ciao~


July, 14th
♥QC

Remembering The Memories

I was sitting on the car, looking at the clouds in the sky. It was so.... huge and beautiful. remembering all the memories this last 1 year make me feel........ pathetic. remembering the old times when we really close to each other. his charm, his warmness, his kindness, and everything that I feel was so perfect. nobody ever treat me that well. he always care of me, be there for me, give me everything I need. what I feel for him is not that deep, even I know he didn't too. but I really miss our togetherness, conversations, and what I miss the most is you. you as my BEST of bestfriend. if I can't have you as my man, I asking you for being my bestfriend once again. I never realized how special the time that I spent with you is until I'm losing you right now. I don't care if you are with another girl now, the new one or even the old one. I just want to have you as my best, no matter what you are. I never wanted you to be mine again, because I know it's totally impossible. it's ok, I don't mind. but sometimes remembering these memories hurting my heart quite much. I know girls are remembering TOO MUCH things than the boys. they're easy to forget important even unimportant things, but girls doesn't. including you. you must be have another funtastic new life right there while I'm still stucked here. I'm craving for a new life so much too. it's the only way to forget the memories, the beautiful moments, and you. be patient......... and always pray for the rest. Amen.



July 4th
♥QC

I'm on Vacation, Pals

hello, sorry for late updates. currently having my vacation in Bandung. well, it goes out of plan, pals. actually I just wanna do the ITB test here for about 3 days. but now, it's been a week! and I don't know when I could go home, because I've heard that tomorrow we'll go to Jakarta for 2 days. seriously, I enjoyed my time here so much! this is what I called........ vacation. movies, games, comics, hang out, relax, and playing with my cousins here are totally boost my mood! well I'm currently dissapointed of something though. and this vacation thingy help me forget about it. I really never wasted my time for nothing here. you'll surprised if you know what I've done lately. such a wonderful and long story! I'll tell you when I got home later. promised!


well, need to hit the bed (again) now. Jakarta is about tomorrow.. eh, today. and I haven't packing at all. actually I have slept since 8pm, but my sister Iyulin and Teh Elin are busy preparing some stuffs and ironing clothes so I woke up accidentally and now it's just hard to get back sleep. I've finished reading all of the comics too. hmmm it seems like tomorrow we're going to visit Bogor. I heard it, but I'm not really sure.


hoaaaaaaaaahm.. I really need to go back sleep by now. wait.. what was that sound? it sounds like a dog barking loudly at neighbor's house. it's a little bit.. eh, spooky??? aaaah really really really have to sleep. this post is just weird, a half story and a half live-report. talk to you later! bye..

July, 3rd
♥QC

Stupidity

this is what I feel inside. I know myself well, but sometimes I don't know how it be like that. yesterday I was so in love. everything's that happened just make me feel special day by day. everything, even it's just a little thing but it make me feel sooooo blessed. I'm easy to be blessed with, trust me. the next day I feel soooo damn down. just like a free fall without an end. I feel like stupid, fool, poor, crazy, embarrassed and awful. it feels like my life is over and I can't face anything at all. I feel like wanna disappear and back to the time when everything's started and make it all never happen. I feel the pain so much. can't stop think and think about it at all, at that day. but now when I think about it again, and think clearly.. what's the matter with that? I'm not losing anything, or anyone. I feel so damn stupid because of feeling stupid of doing that. I can forget everything. I'm not regret it for being that fool girl adoring yourself to much. but if you don't treat me right, I will forget you and your ability to make me fall. yah, I was like.. trying to head up and face the crowd after being so deep down caused by everything on you. I am stupid. and this stupidity showed me that I really like you..



Jully, 1st
♥QC

Report From Zeantika Wedding

hello... Indonesian post nih hehehe udah lama ga blogging pake Bahasa. mau pake Inggris grammarnya ngaco, nanti kalimatnya jadi gak indah deh. oh iya mau report nikahannya Teh Ira 6 Juni kemarin. oke, itu memang sudah hampir 3 minggu yang lalu, tapi berhubung baru sempet sekarang, dan juga foto2nya baru beredar di Facebook, jadi yaa... just enjoy the pictures above now :)

the beautiful akad...

our big family ♥

welcoming the Bride and the Groom

amazing entrance by ARQ WO Dancers..

the orchestra:
A' Iwan, and the band (from WO)

pager ayu dan pager bagus :)
(pager ayu are cousins, and pager bagus are Bara's friends)

our beloved cousins:
Yulin Ariesanti
Monika Paramitha Hans Putri
Mariska Tamara Hans Putri
Qisthie Cinintya
Farissa Sabrina Qasthari

the gorgeous Bride♥
Antika Marilis Dezetha

cucu dan cicit Ibu...

ini piala bergilir sepupu2...
pertama dari Mbak Ika-Mas Firman,
terus Teh Ira-A Zean... terus siapa lagi yaaa hihi ;))

cantiknya Wa Yayah
serasinya Wa Nina dan Wa Yeyen
cantiknya Mbak Ika dan Fildzah
lucunya Cetta, Fildzah, dan Nisa

what a beautiful wedding! terima kasih untuk satu hari yang menakjubkan itu. selamat menempuh hidup baru, semoga bahagia selalu sepupu! cepet punya bayi yah aku pengen momong ponakan hihi. selamat bergaul dengan uwa2 dan bibi2 yah lebaran tahun ini, jatah celengannya buat aku aja hahaha.


selamat bergabung dengan Bani Hasan Ali ya A Zean. selamat ber riweuh2 dan berpusing ria ngadepin uwa2, om dan tante2, spupu2, dan keponakan2 yang banyaaaaak ini hihi pasti lebaran nanti tambah rame. jangan lupa ngisi uang buat celengan juga yah asiiiik... pasti zeruuuuuuuu!!



I ♥ my family :)





June, 23rd

♥QC

Farewell

Today is June 20th, and June 24th is coming faster. Well, no need to wait until the day, but all I want to say is, Y....... We're better off this way.


Thankyou so much for the amazing 5 months. 6 months? Or 7? Whatever... You're the best, really. I never found someone that's better than you. The days with you were like in heaven. You make me see wonderful things, you did so many amazing things, and make me realized that life is tough, and I must become a tough girl to stay in life. You ask me to learn how special the word 'love' and 'loyal' is. You showed me more love than the word itself, and showing me the real loyalty better than anyone.


You have helped me A LOT. I can't take it back to you everything you had given to me. It's not stuffs, not expensive goods, or luxurious things. But you have given me so many beautiful memories.... And that's totally enough, and maybe more than I expected. I never feel so blessed and loved like I'm with you. Thankyou so much....


Every beginning should have an ending, but actually this isn't the end. This is another beginning, as a friend. If you still want to... Please, remain me as your friend. Since we started it with a very good friendship, must be ended with good friendship too.


There's no regret, for being yours on this couple months. You're the best guy I ever know, from old times. Though everything has changes, I know that you'll still be the same. And also me.. I'm still the old me, thankyou.


So thankyou for the wonderful 5 months. Have a new amazing life there, in the new town. You may forget about me, but don't forget our memories. We would die without it.. Goodbye dear love.




Aulia Yudha Hidayat


June, 20th
♥QC