hello, it's Qisthie again. I've been dissapeared from the world of blogging since 2014 and never wrote a single word ever since. I'm 23 years old now, and when I look back on my previous posts, I suddenly feel ashamed and in a second I even think about deleting this blog. but then I realized, embarassing or not, this blog has taken a big part of my life. a friend who always be there through my hardest time when none of my friend does. being my secret keeper. a page who helps me grow up and learn things. basically it's something who made me, me. so I'm trying to continue writing here from now on and (hopefully) for the rest of my life. anyway, it's silly how I suddeny look back to my blog just because something my boyfriend said. he said that he is wondering why he didn't appeared in my writings anymore. the last post I wrote about him is when we break apart and finally getting back together. he asked whether our love story is no longer worth it to be written anymore. the point is, he wants me to write again. I've been with him for 4 years, but I always surprised when he told me that he read ALL of my blog writings and he even use dictionary to read my English post (because actually his English is not very well). of course I touched with that effort, lol. besides, I know some people who actually saying that they read my blog (and said it's kind of good as well!) it's always nice to have interactions with people who admire your works, and I feel like they know me even when I don't know about them in real life. so I guess I'm gonna start writing about my interests randomly just like before, sometimes in English and sometimes in Indonesia as well. see you in a bit!